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  • As your attorney, I advise you to

    stop listening to me. Seriously, I don't know what the hell is going on anymore than you. Random thoughts that were taking up too much brainpower. If writing them down will get them out of my head- Make me a sandwich,…

  • The United States of Leland P. Fitzgerald

    What do you see when you look people in the eyes? Do you see naivety in the face of a cruel world? Do you see bitterness simmering beneath a seemingly happy face? Do you see insecurities, hopes, dreams, fears, anger, …

  • Sometimes it takes a dreary gray downpour to bring out the amazing green of the trees . Forget the warm & fuzzy clichés: We're not waiting for May Flowers, The thunder isn't foreplay for the rainbow, and not ever…

  • High Tolerance

    The other day I was having this deep existential conversation about mortality with some friends in the dorm. They were all surprised to hear that I'd been to so many funerals, that I'd actually had that many people aroun…

  • Ode to Cough Syrup

    Being sick is very strange. It's hard to draw the line between lucidity and delirium. So many chemical interactions, medications, and psychosocial factors that come together and make the experience overwhelming. Obviou…

  • I really need to start wearing my glasses more often. I keep waving excitedly to people only to find out that I don't even recognize them as they pass by. People think I'm friendly, but really, I'm blind. And yes, I …

  • Pursuit of Happiness

    After interrogating me about the usual vague trivialities of college life, my mom asked me a surprisingly intense question: "So, are you happier now?" I was slightly taken aback, because I knew exactly what she meant. …

  • Don't listen to what I say

    Listen to what I mean. You really learn a lot about yourself when you don't sleep. Including naps after work and random blackouts on the Will Rice hammock, I've accumulated about 10 hours of sleep over the past three d…

  • Ghosts of Christmas Past

    Warning: This is one of those posts that is the product of too much free time. Thank goodness work starts soon... Sitting in Christmas Eve mass at Church was like time travel. You'd be surprised what flies through your …

  • Word is Life.

    warning:: All of the surrounding posts were only allowed to escape the violent whirlpool that is my head because I am attached to my laptop. If only I could get away- maybe these strange posts could have remained buried…