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  • One of these days I'm going to KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEEP

    and you're going to wake up and not even know why Sometimes I think the bright rays of optimism dry up my ambition. I feel no need to be more, earn more, do more because I'm perfectly okay with where I am. But reading…

  • An Unfortunate turn of events

    I promise I'm not as emo as I sound. I like to think that I'm just bursting with dark humor, but really, it's probably more of a sad excuse to be able to spout pointless teenage melodrama. I'm about as happy with my lif…

  • The Impossible Dream

    To dream the impossible dream To fight the unbeatable foe To bear with unbearable sorrow To run where the brave dare not go To right the unrightable wrong To love pure and chaste from afar To try when yo…

  • Regrets... or lack thereof The denouement of senior year is upon us, and I'm not ready for this storyline to end. I can't believe there are only two Mondays left... Of course, as is routine with endings, I reflect back …

  • I really should stop riding the bus. It manages to suck out all the joy out my life for fifteen whole minutes. It curdles my cheerfulness, compassion withers away, and all I am left with is a cynical, elitist shell. A…

  • Speaking of vicious cycles... Everyone wants to be happy, right? I'm not so sure anymore. Maybe deep down. But up here on the surface, all I see is the tendency to screw it over. Who am I kidding? Writing this in thir…

  • I think we are evacuating. But I'm still not sure where. My parents keep arguing about what to do, so I went for a bike ride this morning to get away from it all. Funny how exercise evades reality. But even a bikeride co…

  • I've got a week of schoolwork to catch up on. Xanga is going to hibernate. After this post. But for those of you that manage to keep your blogs alive and simultaneously do schoolwork, (or fool yourselves into thinking y…

  • I know at some point in the summer we get B0RED. We almost long for the hustle and bustle of school. Not quite, but almost. Especially anyone addicted to adrenaline rushes (or essays) I almost start to feel like I am w…

  • Back from San Antonio...or San Diego...I forget... Guess What!!!! I'm finally over my fear of rollercoasters!!!! It's great- first I conquered fear of shots/needles, and now this...I don't think I have too many tangible…